FUCK YOU

I understand your hatred,
In actual fact I really hate me too,
But not as much as you.

The hollow noise of voices,
Resound around the chambers of my mind,
What can I do?

But why can't you just leave it?
Don't try to destroy what you'll never understand,
A mistake made throughout history.

Why can't you just leave me?
If only you would open your narrow eyes,
YOU'RE FUCKING KILLING ME!

I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL, YOU STUPID PEOPLE, WHY WONT YOU
JUST FUCK OFF?
YOUR IGNORANCE IS DEPRESSING, YOU'RE A STUPID BITCH
WHO DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE TRUTH,
ONLY LIES THAT ARE TRUE TO YOU.
GET A FUCKING LIFE,
WHY THE FUCK CAN I NOT JUST BE HERE
WITHOUT CONTRADICTIONS
I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS
I NEVER ASKED FOR THE VIEWS OF STUPID CHRISTIANS
TO UNDERMINE ME
TO RUIN MY LIFE
TO FIND SOMETHING WRONG IN EVERYTHING I DO
I FUCKING HATE YOU.

DESPAIR OF BABYLONIA

Hither cometh the night,
Encompass mine soul,
Mine weakness, mine might,
Mine story untold.
Enshroud me in peace,
So that Thy shalt be free,
Deception decease,
Purify me.

Hither cometh the One,
He bringeth his fire,
Fallen morning sun,
Mine need for desire.
Betrayers he repelleth,
Whom cast Him from above,
Whom killeth His world,
And Betrayeth His love.

Angel of mine,
Perfect Thou art
Prince of the Darkness,
King of mine heart,

He cries in despair, Illegitimate King, As hideous lightness and hatred he defeateth,

Him darkness shalt bring.

MY DARKANGEL

Darkangel, your beauty is clear,
Unlike our old master's and all we see here,
Darkangel, you only I want,
For God is a slave driver and jesus a cunt..

Darkangel take me now under your wing,
Feed me and teach me and lessen the sting,
Raise me alone as your queen and your love,
To cast high our throne far above the Above.

Take me from order and teach me the truth,
Let me to drink from your fountain of youth,
Soon they'll be dead, just as they should be,
Reigning the corpses, alone, you and me.

And as darkness descends, one last guilty twinge,
From loyalty programmed, the only unhinged,
The order of evil in God's true desire,
We cast down from our heaven and into the fire

TO

To the shining star in the blackened sky,
To anyone near me, hear my cry,
I need to feel the need to live,
Before I have no more to give,
To the howling wind in the cold night sky,
To the wandering stranger who looks in my eyes,
The tears are forming, falling fast,
The darkness coming, strong and vast,
To the hidden stream in the forest deep,
My tears could drown me when I weep,
I feel alone and meaningless,
Exiled and a reject of any caress.
My heart is just a blackened hole,
My mind is gone, beyond control,
My throat is dry and hollowed out,
My lungs are tight, but I need to shout.
If only I wasn't within closing walls...
I might reply when someone calls...
I'm ugly and useless and I cannot stop.
When at last I fall asleep, and I keep waking up.
Someday I'll gather my life,
And take it away,
So I won't feel guilty,
For not thanking God,
 For
   another
       fucking wonderful
                      day.

STAGNANT PONDWATER

Welcome to my Twisted mind,
Where dwells the will to sit and wait,
In quiet unknown places deep,
In Stagnant Pondwater's icy keep.

Welcome to this stagnant pond,
Where dwells the sin that God gave birth,
Where dwells the evil in Gods' true will,
And rot the founders of this dead earth.

Welcome to my filthy cave,
Where whithin depression reigns,
It's home to me for many years,
Flooded by the wind and rain.

Welcome to this humble home,
Where within, the will to live,
Was crushed beneath the peaceful waters,
As the sands of time flowed through the seive.

Welcome to my watery grave,
Wither, with all the peace that's mine,
My mortal remains now rest and so,
They will until the end of time

DEATH

This life is fairly useless,
To an imbeceile like me,
I'm a waste of space upon your precious Earth.
The Earth we burned, and scorned,
Despite our secret knowledge,
That We were the cause of need of a rebirth.

So just Ignore me,
As I slit, and die,
As I sit and cry my life away.
Don't implore me,
To join triumphant skies,
When all I want is death.

LOST

Here I'm lost,
In your eyes,
"Drink of me
And live forever."

Here I'm lost
In your embrace
"Come here my love,
And Eternal bliss will be yours."
I'm Yours

Here I'm lost,
In a whirpool of tears
"Gone forever
to my promised land
                of desolation"

Here I'm lost.